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Sunday, March 02, 2008
11:31 PM ♥
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Not now
9:48 PM ♥
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Exactly what I'm feeling: Rarrr!
Exams start next monday. I'm scared :(
I've had a blocked nose since last week. Can't smell anything :( I know it sounds weird but my sense of smell is very important to me. I like to sniff out everything - food, clothes, books, people!, everything! And it gets frustrating when I can't smell properly.
And oh, freshman year will officially end next thurs after my last paper. Gee.
Nothing feels good right now.
6:48 PM ♥
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Secrets
:) :)
3:38 PM ♥
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Study Week Day 2
I didn't study at all today, nothing to be proud of. So caught Ah Long at the cine because Jeremy highly recommends it and he wanted to watch it the 2nd time with me so I gathered it must be really good cos I've never seen him get so excited over a movie before haha and this sentence is so very long. Its quite a funny flick. Laughter works wonders for me at a time like this. Enjoyed it, thanks b :) Another 19th together with you <3
Then it was off to Aloha for J's (hmm nephew's?) 1-year-old birthday bash! We walked in the wrong direction for a whole 15 mins before getting to the correct place. And popped by Emicakes to say hi to Jasmine. Glad she's happy about her posting :) Congrats to Ymei too!
No study buddy for tomorrow, wonder how everything will go. Shall make use of the perfect opportunity to study without distractions(except my tendency to start thinking about anything and everything that isn't related to what I'm supposed to be studying haha damn).
It's 1am in the morning and I'm getting hungry. I better go sleep before I reach for that happy tub of ice cream sitting in the freezer.
Oh gee, too late. Macadamia mmmmmmhm
to have supportive and responsible parents who care,
a few people to call my true friends whom I know I can count on,
a devoted boyfriend who shares life with me and
whom I can truly be myself around,
people who simply care
Never too late to count my blessings
1:18 AM ♥
Monday, February 18, 2008
Hahahahahahaha
I just found the old photos of me back in the days when I was a whooping 64kg! I think one day I will bring those photos to Jeremy's house and we shall sit down and compare whose fat-days photos are funnier. Hehe
Sent the photo to the nerds who were mugging at the airport cos I thought it would make a good laugh and got a phonecall almost immediately from them, all screaming and squealing. They said I scared them with it. Poo :( Haha
Today's attempt at jogging was a flop. Went out of breath after running 1 round! ONE! My stamina has returned to 0 after 2 weeks of not going to the gym cos gym buddy and I have been so busy.
On a side note I like watching Sweets for my Sweet! Jade and Michelle are hilarious and I like watching the couples. Best of all I love all the desserts they showcase! *drools* It kinda puts me in a dreamland of my own of ice cream and chocolate syrup and all things nice while I'm in front of the tv. Make me a happy girl any time with ice cream! :)
Exams are next week I gotta pull my socks up(higher) and I think I'll be fine.
Something before I go back to my revision:
Three things you like about yourself:
1. I'm genuine in my relationships
2. Able to judge right from wrong
3. Sense of humour
Three things you don't like about yourself:
1. I can be very lazy!
2. I cab too much
3. Being too clumsy
Three things that scare you:
1. Frogs! (Arrrrr!)
2. Clowns (since I watched this ghost show about clowns when I was very young)
3. Walking down wet slopes (ever since I fell on my bum once doing that)
Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Lip balm (or my lips get really chapped and uncomfortable!)
2. Watch
3. Bobby pins
Three things you are wearing right now:
1. My gigantic Next Challenge tee
2. Blue hairband
3. Comfy Hollister shorts
Three of your favourite bands or artists at the moment:
1. Maroon 5
2. Err
3. I don't know
Three of your favourite songs at the present:
1. Rockstar
2. Stand by me
3. No one
Three new things you want to try in the next 12 months:
1. A new hairdo
2. Cable-skiing?
3. Get a new job
Three things you want from a relationship (love is given):
1. Commitment
2. Ability to communicate with each other honestly
3. Mutual understanding
Two truths and a lie:
1. I'm not afraid of tickles
2. I have size 8 feet
3. I like my food served hot
Three physical things about the opposite (or same) sex that appeal to you:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Hair (nothing too fancy)
Three things you just can't do:
1. Cross my eyes perfectly
2. Eat spicy food without drinking water
3. Bootlick
Three of your favourite hobbies:
1. Eating good food!
2. Shopping
3. Reading
Three things you want to do really badly right now:
1. Finish revising for the exams!
2. Go swimming
3. Go for a holiday
Three places you want to go for a vacation:
1. The maldives (for the beaches!)
2. Thailand (cheap shopping and massages!)
3. London (for the sightseeing)
Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Get married to the love of my life :)
2. Be able to bake a reasonable looking cake haha
3. Stargaze all night
Haha okay that was fun. And I pray that God will give me the mental and physical strength and perseverence I need to go through these 2 weeks. And of course to every one else who will be taking their exams as well, whether is it tomorrow or next week or the week after next ;)
Mr Postman I am awaiting your arrival :D
11:01 PM ♥
Cheer up, buttercup!
hahahaha :) <3
9:46 AM ♥
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Study fun!
Saturday spent studying at J's place. We were seriously doing our revision until we had dinner and then we started to get a little restless. Had some fun browsing online shops and did some shopping :D Then he gave me a massage which made some of my backache go away <3
The best part of the day had to be when he took out my baby photo albums that I had given him and we browsed through all the photos. Brought back a lot of childhood memories for me. Then he showed me his baby albums and there were some photos that were so hilarious I literally ROFLMAO hahaha. And the Find of the Day had to be his parents' old photos back in their younger days. His momma was so hot! He said it was his first time seeing those photos too haha and he seemed kinda shocked. All he could seem to say was 'that's my momma... that's my momma'. HAHA
I had such good laughs and enjoyed the time spent with him. We talked about the old days on the phone before bedtime and we were arguing about who was the one who made the first kiss and all hahaha. Times like this really remind me of why I fell in love in the beginning. We can click :)
11:01 PM ♥
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Happy Valentine's to all! :)))
It's so nice to walk into school and smell love in the air! I saw a delivery van full of bouquets and bears, sweet couples with the girl holding flowers and friends happily exchanging gifts. I think v day is an opportunity for people to tell their friends and loved ones you love them without having to feel all mushy or awkward, or perhaps a perfect excuse to spend the day with that special someone. Hehe
So today I had school from 9 in the morning to 4pm. Quite upset about that major screw-up in our marketing report. Poooo. But well, definitely a lesson learnt. You know how when something bad happens in the day you'll get the feeling that more bad things will happen after? Had that nasty feeling in the pit of my stomach throughout lds presentation rehearsal with my grp but thankfully I think the presentation went okay, 'cept for a few glitches here and there, but overall okay. And poof! That was the last CDS class we had together. Enjoyed making new friends and working with my groupmates. Goodbye Mr Teo and his signature laughter haha :)
Cancelled our plan to go to Outback for dinner and settled for a nearer place instead so I suggested we go try Botak Jones! We were total noobs when we reached Bedok MRT we didn't know how to get there and J flagged for a cab. Turned out the place was at Wallace's block! Which is like a 5 min walk from the MRT! And the other funny thing is J thought that Botak Jones is a restaurant(he actually called and tried to reserve a table hahaha ;) I thought eating at a coffeeshop on v day was different and very fun :D Anyway my whole body was aching from carrying my heavy books and laptop around school that I'd much rather just chill at a convenient place. And the food was good(and so was the service)! The portions were huge and I felt so much love in my tummy after :) 'Cept maybe we won't order the jalapenos the next time round cos it wasn't really our thing. Well most importantly the company was awesome :)
Watched Taboo on TV at night together after watching that Jay Chou movie with the rest of the guys. I wouldn't recommend the movie to anyone except maybe Jay fans cos it is lame, exaggerated, meaningless and I didn't learn anything from it :( Well okay back to Taboo it was so interesting but all the piercing and gory stuff made us squirm.
I had a great night :) I give it 4 and a half popcorn! *makes the sounds* Minus half a popcorn because of the bad movie (haha inside joke)
He sang me a song on my way home. It was so funny and sweet it made me smile like a silly idiot :)
Everything felt right. Thanks b for making the effort to make it special today. I felt it and I appreciate every bit of it. I know this is something special we share, and yes it feels so real. I love you from the bottom of my heart <3
9:10 PM ♥
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
P.S. I love you
It looks a little like we were having our own party at the void deck :D
Revision lectures week, followed by study week and exams week! It'll all be over by 28th Feb. Good and bad. I've started with some revision but I definitely need to go faster. I can do it. Can't wait for the holidays!
I will not sleep past 2 again. I felt so horrible the entire day yesterday :( During break time I went to the library to get my project done and I still had time after so I took a nap. Woke up and found that I was drooling! Heh *sheepish grin* :)'
And after the crazy panty mix up, I've to settle on the one I have now even though it looks quite different from the picture in the website. Sigh, for me I will probably not order ae underwear again('cept the thongs,I only liked the thongs from all my orders).
Alright, I better go shower and get ready for school.
Farewell dinner for Claire and Naby later tonight.
10:13 AM ♥
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Been a crazy few days for me.
Watched The Notebook(yes I know, AGAIN!) when it was aired on TV(disappointed that they cut so many scenes tho) and I cried, caught CJ7 with Jemmy and I cried. Movies apart, I cried when I thought about us. Explains a lot about those eyebags and puffy eyes O_O Just overall, been a very very emo and cranky week. So yesterday I took some time off by myself. Instead of walking straight home I stopped by at the empty playground and sat around. Thought things through and prayed about whatever was going through my mind. Felt better after and left for home.
Reached home and I came online, clicked and clicked around and then tada.. I think it was all meant to be. I think I was meant to read whatever you've written only today, even tho you wrote that a few weeks ago. I just went weak reading it and cried my heart out all over again. What you wrote felt so real, it got me back to you. I don't really know how to describe that feeling, but it just felt like you touched my heart.
Glad we had that talk, thanks for listening :)
I love you
3 simple words that mean alot
Thanks for showing me a piece of you :)
10:22 PM ♥
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Thank God for new year holiday, my right eye has swelled. Another infection again :(
New year visiting was like it has always been. I think I ate about 20 sotong balls from the cold dish my gran prepared today. They were so juicy and delicious! I know most people swoon over the shark's fin soup or abalone or suckling pig but for me the sotong balls will be my best food memory for this new year. Haha I feel so silly typing that previous sentence
I think when it comes to my generation, the new year celebrations will get less re nao. My cousins seem to be migrating overseas one by one. And my cousin who just got married and moved to Aus is preggers yay a new baby in the family soon :)
My grandma took care of me when I was young so I pretty much grew up at her place. The neighbours couldn't believe how much I've grown when I walked past the corridor he called his wife out to take a look haha and when I reached my gran's door I looked back and they were just.. gaping. Haha cute old couple.
It's true, every one has grown. When I was still a small girl, I would often go out with my aunts and their boyfriends. Then I attended their weddings, babysitted their babies and now everyone's so much older. Hehe.
It's time for me to enjoy my youth now, fall in love and count my blessings
gong xi fa cai, hong bao na lai
mei you hong bao, bu yao jing lai
hehe :o)
11:21 PM ♥
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Went to town during our 5 hours' break before acc lecture at 5. Was great fun hanging out, shopping and just talking :) Had lunch at Waany's fave lunch hangout. The pineapple rice with chicken floss on top was fantab. Then we had fried mars bars for dessert. Man I missed that stuff. Ice cream and waffles at Gelare next okay? :)
Tomorrow's the day for tuan yuan fan! Am all psyched just thinking about the good food and seeing everyone again. My grandma makes the best food! I miss her cooking. But I'm definitely looking forward more to thursday! Haha we all know why $_$
xin nian kuai le everyone! :)
11:57 PM ♥
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I'm not going to sleep tonight till I get my feelings sorted right. Cos tomorrow's the start of a new week and I don't want things to be all screwed up again. God please help me.
1. Will be a good girl and attend all my classes *cheeky smile*
2. Save money
3. I've been trimming my own hair so much these days I just realized it has gotten significantly shorter haha. Split ends booya! I'm gonna get a proper haircut tomorrow yay :)
4. I feel like having that packet of strawberry oreos lying beside my laptop but I don't wanna get fat. Ah fight the temptations!
5. Actually I'm just lazy to go to the kitchen and get milk :D
6. A big package arrived for me yesterday weeee american eagle
7. I need to exercise and fight the flab!
8. I need to start revising for the exams
9. Work today was busy but fun. Now it's like Sunday's the day when J and I will complain to each other about everything bad/weird/funny that has happened for the week haha. It's so funny it's like we're helping each other get to know our partners better cos both of us have/are gone/going through the same stuff in our own relationships.
When she ________, what does it mean? You're a girl right, you should know. Hahaha
10. Thanks W for the b&j voucher! I didn't have the time to use it so I bought 2 cakes with it today(it's date of expiry) and it's yummm <3
11. I feel like sneaking in to watch Sweeney Todd
12. I want to go for a swim. Rain rain please go away come again another day
13. The packet of oreos just called out to me
14. I'm still learning how to trust. How to let go. And how to be truly me again. I love you.
15. I better get to bed. Hope the new week ahead works wonders for everyone in any and every way possible :)
16. Oreos for breakfast, anyone? :)
God bless xoxo
11:35 PM ♥
Friday, February 01, 2008
Baby got back
I LOVE this video! J and I watched it on the Ellen show today and it made us laugh.
Haha aren't they the cutest couple :) I would love to do something like that for my own wedding too hahaha yeah my future husband must be crazy like me.
I like big butts and I cannot lie
10:20 PM ♥
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
You in my arms, nothing feels better
A productive tuesday :) Had biz stats and econs lectures back-to-back but it was 4 hours of a great workout for my brain hahaha. Biz stats tutorial in the afternoon was good too. John amused us with his fake cigarette. I think I love Tuesdays best, even if it's the longest day in school.
I realize some of my teachers like to refer to figures and numbers as "our friend" or "jokers" hahaha I don't know but it always makes me wanna laugh when I hear them do that. Like, "just put this joker here into the formula and get your answer". Heh cute. And I think Ms Oh works out. I checked out her leg muscles. Woah. Haha.
After class Val accompanied me to the bookshop to get some study stuff thanks girl :) Then it was off to Jemmy's house cos the poor guy is sick. Pasted the koolfever thingamabob on his forehead and had a small nap myself before dinner. J was so stubborn to get out of bed I had to drag him out. After dinner the lethargic boy laid on the floor and refused to budge. So the supergirl comes to the rescue and I literally dragged him from the living room back to his room. Yes he was lying on his tummy the whole time! Haha and I think he was secretly having fun ;) And boy is he heavy! Anyways he managed to finish studying for his test and prepare for his presentation despite feeling unwell. Good job babe :) Studied econs before heading home.
Now I'm left with marketing proj, leadership presentation and a leadership test this coming sat. I swear when this week is over, I'm going to have a lil mini celebration! Haha and then start my revision for the exams. I can do it :)
Hey Shermin, nobody knows the reason why Kenrick passed away cos the tests are not out yet but it's suspected to be something in the brain. From what I know, he fell sick late last year but was thought to have recovered. His condition suddenly worsened just recently and he fell into a coma. Less than a week later he passed away. It's sad but true. Maybe you could contact your other friends who know him as well.
Have a blessed day all xoxo
11:34 PM ♥